Xster

Its just hard. We were together for 2 years, we have a dog together. We were even close to getting engaged. She didnt tell me when she first started seeing this guy. I have a REALLY good intuition. I called her a few months ago when I wasnt hearing from her as much, her cousin answered, I said "this is JOHN is Dina there?". Dina got on the phone right away and I was suprised she didnt ask her cousisn "John who?". She said she "talks" to a guy named John. That was just too weird. Not only did I guess on my own she was seeing someone but I also guessed his name. Well a few months later she vented to me how the guy was an asshole and that they arent talking anymore. I was pleased about it and took it as an opportunity to give it another go with her. A week later, now she back "seeing" the guy again. I cant take these ups and down. Like im some guy under her wing waiting.