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i cant even remember when i quit now - it's so long ago
but i did a have a cigar relapse a couple of years ago - that was coz i was drinking very haevily and if i drink - I smoke cubans

so i had to give up the drinking and i stopped with the cigars


i cant STAND the smell of cigarettes even if its just the smell on someone else it makes me sick -

but ohhhhhhh how i long for a cuban ...
I cant though .. coz if i do i'll drink - and then i'll smoke more cigars and get caught in a vicious cycle

been strong over 3 years now

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