It's not "bills" I have to pay. It's that I was going to just pay my rent out of it.
I also dont like owing the man who trusts me to pay for my car sees me driving by his house.
I just paid 410 to him last week to fix the gas tank sender on my car. The water pump broke 4 days later and that was another 330.
I'm doing all of this while taking my kid back and forth to camp every day and watching my infant all day so It really doesn't matter what it looks like. paying an unexpected 750 on your car in four days when rent is due has never happened before so.
Plus I just smoked a bowl so I'm feeling better now.
And I do remember a time when a check arrived on a Saturday.