ok i just spoke to her on msn and this is our conversation.........
girl says:
how r u?
mark says:
im ok you? good day at work?
girl says:
im alryt thanx.. yeah work was ok... boring but hay its got to be done
mark says:
hws ur day been?
girl says:
its been hard
mark says:
but hey it has to be done
girl says:
yeah
girl says:
im well nakered.. the fact that i went to bed at half 4 n woke up at 8 30 is suddenly catching up on me
mark says:
can i ask you somthing without meaning to sound to deep or some shit....
girl says:
yeah sure
mark says:
i dont know how to ask this without it sounding shit
girl says:
jst ask ....
mark says:
ok well i just want you to think into the future for one second
girl says:
ok
mark says:
what do you think this is between us? are you just looking for a bit of fun? go out have a laugh etc or are you looking for more? I mean are you looking to take this seriously or just fun? i just want to know what your thinking. sorry for the shitty question
girl says:
erm.....
girl says:
to tell u the truth i dont honestly know
mark says:
that makes things easier lol
girl says:
hehe
girl says:
omg i really like dont know...
mark says:
i just want to us to try and be open with each other you know from the start
girl says:
yeah thats fair enough me too
marksays:
i mean from my point of view. right now i just think we should go out a bit and have some fun. play it by ear. not expect anything you know? my life is crazy right now with work and every thing. basically i dont want to end up hurting anyone so i want you to know where you stand with me from day one. i understand if this is somthing you do not want to partake in. I mean what i am trying to say is i have no plans
girl says:
yeah ... same as.. i completly agree with that.. i dont think it could be more than a bit of fun between us and i dont wana rush into anything serious, so to play it by ear is the best thing so noone gets hurt or nothing!
mark says:
So right now its just a bit of fun then?
girlsays:
yeah... no expectations.
girl says:
clean wholesome fun
girl says:
lol
mark says:
phewwwwwwww glad i got that off my chest
mark says:
i feel much better about everything now. and i cant wait to see you on saturday