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Originally posted by digifan
I just was sitting here paralysed when they called me from the hopsital.. for two days, numb and could cry only now... thank you for your kind words.
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Trust me, I know exactly how you feel. When my mom was diagnosed as terminal she told me she was afraid and that her worst fear was being alone when the time came, she wanted me there. So I made her a promise that I would be there, that I would hold her hand.....and so I gave up my life basically...quit my jobs (i had 2), my kids came up to the hospital to visit me because I would not leave. When the time came I was there as promised and I was holding her hand. One of the most special yet heartbreaking moments of my life. It will be 3 years in Oct since she left...and I'm crying as I type this..so you won't get over it...but you will go on with the help of family and friends.