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Every girlfriend I had in high school and through most of college, I broke up with because I wouldn't have sex with them when they wanted me to. When I was younger, I had dreams of dying having only had sex with one person, whoever would wind up being my wife. As I got a little older, my reality pushed fantasy out of my head. I was 21 when I finally had sex. This was with a girl I was in a committed relationship with. Then I wound up fucking some girl that I hadn't seen in five years after a high school reunion. And then I met and fell and love with the girl I'm with now, whom I'll marry when I get around to it.
So, notches in my belt: 3. Part of me still thinks that's 1 too many, but most of me really just doesn't give a fuck anymore.
And, for the record, I was not raised in religion or anything like that. In fact, the only times that I've been to church was for funerals and weddings.
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