Since saturday I'm damn anxious and can't get work done! I keep walking from the computer to the fridge or just around the apartment, then I come back to the computer and work for a few seconds and it repeats and repeats for the whole day.
I have lots of stuff to work on and this anxiety is fucking me. And I keep getting more nervous because I need to work, and it just gets worse.
And my family put my grandmother in a place that takes care of old people because she was "falling" (not sure if that's the right term) a lot and getting hurt. I need to win the lotto to hire half dozen nurses to take care of her at her home
My mother called last night and told me.
I can't even visit her because she's in São Paulo, I miss my family so much
I'm going to São Paulo in a month.