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Originally posted by Amp
Because I am NOT offering anything to him. Nor will I. I give loyalty, trust, and honesty (and it ain't easy getting that out of me..... it takes a long damn time before I trust someone)..... and I expect nothing less. There are no lesser levels of those things.
I may be mocked here for years to come. That isn't important to me. What IS important to me is making shit right..... for ME..... in MY eyes...... and I have never once let someone slide that has fucked me. Like I said the other day, I still got a guy (ex roommate) on my shitlist from 1985. And he will remain there until I am able to make it right. He has tried to call me a few times over the years..... "bury the hatchet" and all that shit...... but the fact remains, the guy fucking screwed me. And I will get retribution on his ass if it the last fucking thing I ever do.
and that's the kind of guy I am. You wanna know who AMp really is? Well there ya go. I absolutely refuse to accept anything less than what I give.
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What a fucking crock of horse shit.
Once again...If you gave me trust then that means you trusted me....And you did. You trusted me with a shitload of things that you and I both know could easily end your career.
Yet...You could not trust me enough to give me the benefit of the doubt over a fucked up, shot in the dark random insult from somebody I had not even spoken to since your and my last discussion.
There was NO fucking trust there and that's when it was needed most.
If you can't stick to your own fucking code then what good are you and who the fuck do you think you are to judge others for what you perceive to be the very same sort of violation?
Pull your head out of your ass, quit feeling sorry for yourself, and realize that I was
ALWAYS there for you.