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Originally posted by DonovanPhillips
I read through the multiple threads discussing this "fucking" that you think Aaron gave to you. I can't see it. I just don't think it's there.
That's the part that I think you should admit to being wrong about... that AaronM fucked you in the first place. I don't believe that to be the case.
I think you greatly misunderstood a situation and have compounded that to the nth degree.
Maybe you don't see it, but Aaron's constant attempts to reconcile with you should demonstrate his true feelings. Do you think he has alterior motives for reconciling with you? You offer nothing to him. Let me repeat that: you offer nothing to him. He just wants to regain a friend.
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Because I am NOT offering anything to him. Nor will I. I give loyalty, trust, and honesty (and it ain't easy getting that out of me..... it takes a long damn time before I trust someone)..... and I expect nothing less. There are no lesser levels of those things.
I may be mocked here for years to come. That isn't important to me. What IS important to me is making shit right..... for ME..... in MY eyes...... and I have never once let someone slide that has fucked me. Like I said the other day, I
still got a guy (ex roommate) on my shitlist from 1985. And he will remain there until I am able to make it right. He has tried to call me a few times over the years..... "bury the hatchet" and all that shit...... but the fact remains, the guy fucking screwed me. And I will get retribution on his ass if it the last fucking thing I ever do.
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that's the kind of guy I am. You wanna know who AMp
really is? Well there ya go. I absolutely refuse to accept anything less than what I give.