I appreciate the responses but the alcahol thing wont work, every time I have been drinking I get violently ill... I think I'm alergic or something.
As for calling people to keep my social skills, those are long since gone and I'm scared to death that they are never coming back
I really dont want to be alone forever
I wasnt aware there was a perscription med out there to treat this. I guess I will have to find a shrink to fix me up, although I really dont want to admit to anyone off the internet that I'm all fucked up in the head. Kind of embarasing