I really dont know what to think anymore. Lately Ive been having real personal problems with this whole industry. Maybe Im in the wrong business. Maybe it's time for me to join the peace corps and get the hell out of here.
I feel guilty about (IMO) what I feel to be the exploitation of women. Yes, they signed a paper...but does that legal document mean that they are not being exploited?
I feel guilty, but not guilty enough to stop pushing hardcore or teen programs on my sites. I like the nice "things" porn has paid for. I like the lifestyle I live. There is no way I could live the way I do with a 9-5 type of job. There is no way I could survive getting up and going to a job every day...5 days a week, 52 weeks a year, for the next 40 odd years.
I received a lot of heat when I posted a thread about a guy who stayed on my dialer for 20 minutes. People felt I was ripping off the surfer..."exploiting" his porn addiction.
At the end of the day...when it all comes down to it...who is exploiting who? Is it the girls? Is it the porn addicted surfer? Is it the webmaster who's marriage is failing because of what he or she does for a living? Who knows??? I sure dont
