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Originally posted by uno
It sounds like you have(had) a substance abuse problem and you abuse one thing after another. If I am wrong I apologize, but that is incredibly abusive and destructive behavior. Not all, in fact most, are not like that.
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well whether you choose to believe it or not, that exact scenario is not the exception to the rule. It's a fact of life and the typical pattern for most users. Maybe not this week or next, but eventually that is where it will go. I wasn't unique or special, that's the way it is. Cocaine, (for example) is virtually instantly addictive. If you're using shit like that and telling yourself you've got it under control, you are kidding yourself.
I know people that, to this day, will smoke weed all day long, every day, and throw down a few lines of coke in the evening. Been doing it for 20+ years. And will look you straight in the eye and tell you they have no problem with it.
Sorry to burst the bubble, but if you're smoking weed and doing coke for twenty plus years, you are a fucking addict. Whether you THINK you have it under control or not. Just because you're not spending every other week in jail does not mean it's all good.
but of course, I'm full of shit. Do whatever the hell you wanna do. It's your life and you are free to destroy it at will.
