the heavily medicated amp.
i can't change the fact that I'm bipolar, i will be for the rest of my natural fuckin' life whether I want to or not. Nor can I change the past, but at least I'm doing something about it and seeing my shrink on a regular basis so that I can try to control it and life can go on and we can all move forward,.... rather than spew continuous hate and then claim innocence and no-foul by making a follow up with "i don't actually believe what I'm saying".
Whether someone "believes it" themselves or not, it's still hateful and it affects people. No good ever comes from that type of shit. You wouldn't hold a Klan meeting in Central Park and then claim "I don't actually believe what I'm doing... I'm not really like that."
that shit would fly about as far as a brick.