yea, i'm seeing her again tonight. We have some more stuff to talk about about this whole new change in things.
we still have feelings for each other, and I know it would be hard for me to know that she is going out with someone else.
it feels weird being single after being a relationship for so long. i'm shy around girls i dont know!
but I am a shy person in gerneral so. bah, i'm just raning aimlessly now.
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Often times I wonder why
There's love and hate, theres live or die.
When sickness comes I must decide:
When feelings go, theres suicide.