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Tam · 07-22-2001, 09:31 AM

Ok fantasy..... I don't think I have ever said what I am about to say in public..... damn this is gonna blow my image all to hell girl.... LMAO

I had a great body for so long then my kids kinda did their own little work out on that one.... after each of my 3 older ones turned about 2, all the weight was gone and I was ok, but this last one did a number on me and it didn't go away so fast, some not at all.... so I have the WORST self esteem about that, always have been modest, I am one of those who can walk the walk but not really talk the talk.

Ok to make a long story alittle shorter, in an effort to help me with that problem, he begged and begged me to post my pics at this site he goes to.... begged me for like 1 year.... on his birthday, July 25th,1999, I did it, he left the house for awhile and kids were in bed and I just did it........ and right after I did it, I wanted so bad to take it back.... but no can do. LOL At about the same time I seen where I could make money doing this and all kinds of bells went off in my head. I left the pic alone and refused to even read it again because I didn't wanna know what was being said....... keep in mind, to this damn day I won't even answer my phone hardly without a bra on and fully dressed. LMAO.... well he got home, I told him he should go to his site and there was someone wishing him a happy birthday..... low and behold there was an ungodly amount of responses and I had 56 emails in my mail asking if I had my own site...... well two years later, here I still am.....

BUT you know what? I am STILL a wreck if he even thinks of showing anying I "know" my pics.. and since we are the only ones with a pc here that we know, he wants to bring them here and show them what I do........ I have to leave the house in order for them to see my pics, I can show them to anyone in the world, but I can't be face to face whenever they are looking at them or I wanna hide under a rock. This is part of why I am a mess about going to Vegas...... I am so modest and so shy about my body in real life... but on here, I can do it without blinking an eye.......

So now you know you are not alone....... LMAO
What I suggest is to recruit yourself... you can toss around pics of other people and that's all good, but when it comes to your own pics, you'll feel a little differently and be a bit more picky about how they are being used. Just keep full control of them yourself and that way you know where they are and what is being done with them at all times. I let people use some of mine sometimes but I am a bit more guarded with my own pics than I am with ones I buy or ones I find from sponsors or anything else.

Recruit yourself and keep them close to you..... and YOU make anything that is made off of them... at least while they are fresh....

Yeah I babbled, but I am shy as hell about my own body too and am more comfortable with full control over my own content..... I say go for it, you won't experience anything else like it..... I promise you that.

Tam

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07-22-2001, 09:31 AM
Tam Rude Bitch Industry Role: Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: In your face Posts: 8,507	Ok fantasy..... I don't think I have ever said what I am about to say in public..... damn this is gonna blow my image all to hell girl.... LMAO I had a great body for so long then my kids kinda did their own little work out on that one.... after each of my 3 older ones turned about 2, all the weight was gone and I was ok, but this last one did a number on me and it didn't go away so fast, some not at all.... so I have the WORST self esteem about that, always have been modest, I am one of those who can walk the walk but not really talk the talk. Ok to make a long story alittle shorter, in an effort to help me with that problem, he begged and begged me to post my pics at this site he goes to.... begged me for like 1 year.... on his birthday, July 25th,1999, I did it, he left the house for awhile and kids were in bed and I just did it........ and right after I did it, I wanted so bad to take it back.... but no can do. LOL At about the same time I seen where I could make money doing this and all kinds of bells went off in my head. I left the pic alone and refused to even read it again because I didn't wanna know what was being said....... keep in mind, to this damn day I won't even answer my phone hardly without a bra on and fully dressed. LMAO.... well he got home, I told him he should go to his site and there was someone wishing him a happy birthday..... low and behold there was an ungodly amount of responses and I had 56 emails in my mail asking if I had my own site...... well two years later, here I still am..... BUT you know what? I am STILL a wreck if he even thinks of showing anying I "know" my pics.. and since we are the only ones with a pc here that we know, he wants to bring them here and show them what I do........ I have to leave the house in order for them to see my pics, I can show them to anyone in the world, but I can't be face to face whenever they are looking at them or I wanna hide under a rock. This is part of why I am a mess about going to Vegas...... I am so modest and so shy about my body in real life... but on here, I can do it without blinking an eye....... So now you know you are not alone....... LMAO What I suggest is to recruit yourself... you can toss around pics of other people and that's all good, but when it comes to your own pics, you'll feel a little differently and be a bit more picky about how they are being used. Just keep full control of them yourself and that way you know where they are and what is being done with them at all times. I let people use some of mine sometimes but I am a bit more guarded with my own pics than I am with ones I buy or ones I find from sponsors or anything else. Recruit yourself and keep them close to you..... and YOU make anything that is made off of them... at least while they are fresh.... Yeah I babbled, but I am shy as hell about my own body too and am more comfortable with full control over my own content..... I say go for it, you won't experience anything else like it..... I promise you that. Tam ------------------ May the Force Be With YOU!! Up to $0.80 a minute!!Also taking broker apps! You too can be Vectorized!!