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Oracle,
Why did you tell this story on a board like this.
I am pretty sure you anticipated these responses. So there must be a reason. Did you want these responses? Why would anybody want to be insulted.... Maybe you stopped feeling stuff and pain makes you at least feel alive?
Do you recognice this?
I have taken a look at some of your threads. Somebody said it here before. It might be very well possible that you are manically depressed. Moodshifts going to extremes. Sometimes you feel like taking on the world and then you feel really really low? Sometimes you dont feel anything at all?
There is help out there for people with psychological problems. So dont carry it along like nothing ever happened in your past cause this is probably just a glitch of what happened to you. You can visit your doctor and he will refer you to a psychologist. Talking to a psychologist really helps. It would not make you less of a man.
I wish you strenght.
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