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Originally posted by AlienQ
Anxiety.
Stress.
But I must wonder will I always be just getting by?
It seems inevitable that I am really not getting ahead.
There is no light at the end of the tunnel for me it seems.
Its like Hope is dead.
Maybe I am stupid.
Maybe I just do not get it...
No matter the case I know I am gonna end up just a washed up designer, there is no way I will be a "High Roller" or "Elite" and not even close to a "Blinger" in my lifetime now.
There is no way, it won't happen. I have been trying for years.
Years of getting burned, years of getting cheated, years of never even being recognised for the things I have done.
Not to sound Egotistical however I feel that I have done many great things for this industry for some really great people.
But through it all...
Never once has it paid off.
I guess thats just the way its gonna be.
Friends of mine make money barely even trying, I try and try and try and only turn up pennies...
We live in an age where owning a word can literally change your destiny its been proven many times through out the nets history to think about that brings admonishment making me feel even stupider for not taking a shot in hindsite.
I can only think of the times when I thought I had a shot at making somthing kool...
I've tried so many times that trying once again is only another defeat in the making in my mind.
Any suggestions?
Sorry my posts been on a big down low but then I guess I oughtah explaine why and hope it passes...
Gonna try and sleep again.
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Bro;
You keep telling yourself this shit and you now beleive it!!
Tell yourself that you're the best and ask yourself everyminute; 'how can this be better' and your brain will give you an answer!
Read Tony Robbins or better yet get to cd's! Best investment you'll ever make!
Head the Goru has spoken!
