I know how you feel ..
a very close friend of mine that I basically spent every day of the last 20 years with committed suicide 2 years ago .. he was missing a week until the police found him on the shore of a river ..
we will never know why he killed himself .. he left a note just saying that we should not be mad ..
we have collected more than 100 pictures of him and there wasn't one where he wasn't smiling. but you never know what people are feeling inside.
mike
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