I too am a cancer survivor. I had cancer when I was 9 (the year was 1964...way before radiation and chemo). I was originally given 6 months to live, then was given "experimental" surgery, with a 75% guarantee that I would lose a leg. Needless to say, I survived and did not lose a leg, however, my Mom tells me that she has never seen someone fight something harder in her entire life (I guess that's what makes me a tough old fart now
Hang in there man...if you can beat it, and you want to beat it, you will...