Haha, don't feel bad for me. I went through a lot as a kid, well I still am a kid. But I had/have a lot of hope. Remember, I was trying to be perfect, and am still trying to be perfect. I feel good about a lot of good things about myself. In fact, would rather be me, than anyone else in this world. There were a lot of things in school that made me very happy. But I was so stressed out from trying to be perfect. But with that stress came all my family problems and many other problems. Being alone was basically me just rejecting everyone after a while cause I felt that I didn't have the time for anyone else. I had friends though. Anyways, trust me, my hope goes beyond most people's, and I'm thankful for everything I have. I shouldn't have sounded so negative, but I've been through 10 times as many things as most my age, I can assure you that. Only problem at this point is that I still feel the need to be perfect, but everytime I correct one of my imperfections, something else just comes up.
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