Porn has changed me. Now I stay up all night and sleep as late as I want. If I want to go out, or play tennis wednesday afternoon, I'm free to. I'm hoping to buy a house in a couple of months and spend my life exactly as I want to, rather than being a slave to a corporation that will earn from my labor but never notice I exist.
I used to look forward to the weekends and was getting dangerously close to being like the average American and spending my life looking forward to the end of it - retirement. Now I enjoy every day. I love my work, I'm proud of my sites.
I don't think porn is wrong, I don't think it's degrading or harms anyone. I don't use the word bitch or whore or slut on any of my sites because I don't like those words. See, the things I have a moral issue with I don't do.
I know I'm being long-winded, but I had to set up my own feelings before discussing yours. What morals do you feel are being comprimised? My experience is that what we do actually makes us LESS interested in porn rather than being consumed.
The thing is Adsproul, it's all about you. If you feel that what you're doing is wrong that's a serious issue. I mean no one should have to be ashamed of what they do, and if you're feeling an inner conflict about what you do your going to have to either change what you do, or change how you feel about it.
Sorry, I'm an ex-psychologist.
