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itzjamiex · 02-15-2004, 06:34 PM

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"Over the last year or so, I have tried many times to quite looking at porn and masturbating, but I have given into temptation every time, within a week.

Masturbation isn?t my biggest problem, over the last year, I have been growing further and further away from god. I'm only 16, but with my new job, I've been to busy to go to youth group or to church on Sunday mornings.

I know that masturbation is "the norm" and most teenagers watch porn too, but I feel guilty, I hate it. Porn and masturbation causes me to look at women differently; instead of looking at them as people, I think "I'd bang her" or "wow, she's hot," and I think that girls can sense when you watch porn, they think you're perverted.

I have tried a few times to talk to my youth pastor, but I am embarrassed. I'm afraid he would think less of me.

At this point, I am desperate, I'm not only praying for people to pray for me; I am praying for the confidence, the determination and the means to not masturbate, to not watch porn and to get my relationship with god back again."

This is too funny.

02-15-2004, 06:34 PM
itzjamiex Confirmed User Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: Dirty South Posts: 124	http://www.*********.com/forum/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=4517 "Over the last year or so, I have tried many times to quite looking at porn and masturbating, but I have given into temptation every time, within a week. Masturbation isn?t my biggest problem, over the last year, I have been growing further and further away from god. I'm only 16, but with my new job, I've been to busy to go to youth group or to church on Sunday mornings. I know that masturbation is "the norm" and most teenagers watch porn too, but I feel guilty, I hate it. Porn and masturbation causes me to look at women differently; instead of looking at them as people, I think "I'd bang her" or "wow, she's hot," and I think that girls can sense when you watch porn, they think you're perverted. I have tried a few times to talk to my youth pastor, but I am embarrassed. I'm afraid he would think less of me. At this point, I am desperate, I'm not only praying for people to pray for me; I am praying for the confidence, the determination and the means to not masturbate, to not watch porn and to get my relationship with god back again." This is too funny.