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I'm creative and intelligent but my biggest downfall is never achieving my full potential. I am capable of so much more but I always let the hum drum everyday crap take up most of my time preventing me from pursuing the things I should.
There are many instances where I should have explored opportunites but I didn't...for example..Couple years back I made a shitload of money writing (mainstream) and when that position ended you would think that I would continue on with it...nope...was too busy trying to pay the bills to take the time to get back into it...and I probably never will. There are a lot of instances where I have let things go which leads me to believe I am my own worst enemy.
I do have good points though, I don't screw people around, I'm faithful to my friends and family and I'm trustworthy. If you fuck me around, I don't get even, I consider it a lesson learned and go on. There just isn't room in my life for hatred, it takes up way too much energy. That doesn't mean I don't get pissed off though, that happens often.
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