One day and hope that day never comes you are in with you doc to just see how worse you are getting the doc looks at you and tells you well at this rate 2 to 3 years prob max before you die , the sad part to it all for me i been to more then one doc to get all this shit check out .
And you can joke and be funny about it , but trust me i would trade any thing not to wake up in the pain i do go to sleep in the pain i do , my day to day life and things mostly went to shit . I dont go out to eat much more for the fact 90% of things i eat i eat it then barf it right up and so on . SO things like that make for a shit life , not to forget my son is only three months old and i think every day , will i get to see him walk , play, run , even talk some . so take all those things to heart then make a stuped post again !
Death doesnt scair me what worrys me is my son and me not here for him , no kid shouldnt grow up with out a dad that is just fucked up ! and ya I was SELFISH for leting him be born , i know i shouldnt have but i did , do i am the one to blaim for his pain he will grow with . So again not be such a fucktard think when posting stuped shit
