My wife of 14 years and I have been separated for over a year. As in any marriage, there were a host of other issues that prompted me to move out and she was pretty tolerant of my porn activities for years even though she never really liked it much.
Although she's pretty jealous type (as am I) I have never cheated on her and didn't plan to because she's an excellent lover and I don't intend to betray her trust. I've invited her to come along to the few conventions I've gone to, but she refused, instead she probably fosters fears of my infidelity, of course as do most people that know me outside of this industry. Ironically I am maybe one of the most faithful mofos out there, and as you all know, temptation is at every corner in this biz and I am such a stud.
I have recently asked for a list of items I could correct, well porn was one of them. I have left porn before for almost a year and got back into it, ultimately it looks like I will have to choose between the two.
As I'm mostly only doing design for a living right now, I have a 3 year plan to eventually stop taking on adult projects and phase into mainstream design but with the current economy it would be pretty suicidal for me to give it up now since I started the year with a bang.
Well, there's my confessional and I just invited her to the Cancun gathering but didn't get an answer yet. I keep hoping she understands the business side of things especially since she doesn't seem to mind the money
.. to be continued..
Edit: I am 35