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Originally posted by lynch1000s
Now that I'm out of the adult industry and back in the real world, everything is very strange. I'm not very talkative, and everyone sees me as a self-centered asshole who only cares about money.
I've enrolled in a community college, and I lie about most of the things I talk about (not wanting to reveal that I was a porn webmaster for several years). Some people have caught me in my lies, and won't talk to me.
Being in the adult industry for so long has changed me a lot, and I don't like socializing anymore, and I have a hard time meeting with women.
GET OUT OF THE BIZ WHILE YOU CAN, OR FIND GOD, OR JOIN SOME CLUBS. I spent the past couple of years hanging around my computer all day trying to make money, and now I'm just some isolated loser!
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nice post.
your right... you bear no responsibility for who you are and what you have become. its someone else's or something else's fault.
Did you apply for your Chinese Communist Youth Card yet? The great followers of the blessed Chairman Mao can also protect you from the evil masses.