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Years in the adult industry has made me a self-centered, greedy, sleazeball
Now that I'm out of the adult industry and back in the real world, everything is very strange. I'm not very talkative, and everyone sees me as a self-centered asshole who only cares about money.
I've enrolled in a community college, and I lie about most of the things I talk about (not wanting to reveal that I was a porn webmaster for several years). Some people have caught me in my lies, and won't talk to me.
Being in the adult industry for so long has changed me a lot, and I don't like socializing anymore, and I have a hard time meeting with women.
GET OUT OF THE BIZ WHILE YOU CAN, OR FIND GOD, OR JOIN SOME CLUBS. I spent the past couple of years hanging around my computer all day trying to make money, and now I'm just some isolated loser!
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