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Please when you are 18, or at least for me, what I felt was love. Yeah it isn't the same as it is now at 30, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt, or doesn't feel good. Your first broken heart usually sucks the most because you don't understand it yet. You are learning. So appreciate what you are going through and get everything you can out of it. When you get older it gets more complicated, if you let it.
I would take what she said and go with that. She broke up with you, and then she came forward and told you she is with someone else now. Leave it be and move on. Don't hate her and not trust her based on an assumption. Remember it's you that has to carry the hate.
There are soooooooo many hot girls in this world. You have way too much learning to do with sex and relationships to get caught up with one girl you cared or "loved" for about for 5 months.
Now go out have some fun. Trust me, if she sees you moving on, and acting like nothing happen, including being polite to her when and if you bump into her, that will be the best revenge for anything you "think" might have happened while she was dating you. Some women when they see their ex acting in a positive manner after a break up will take as they meant nothing to you.
You have so much fun heading you way. Cry a river for an hour, stand up take a shower and go out with some friends.
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