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Originally posted by JDog
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I think I play in a truman show or something..it's something. I'm big but I don't know how big..local maybe I don't know..sometimes I think I might not be the only one..my friends huh? everything is a fucking mess and I just try to get away with it , with this kind of lifestyle..yes. I'm trying to change attitude just to get people away.."trying to be a bad boy" it seams like it doesn't help..I have proof millions of them.
It might seam that I don't know but I'm very aware and has been for years. And now I can't think..I don't know what to do..I'm turning out crazy. yep. Can people read my mind?. I'm shore that a few people knows what's going on in my life. And know I just got locked out from gfy .. not to forget when I was going to tell an idea to Darren and my computer just went OFF. Darren has my words on it..I'm tierd of this, I just couldn't get logged in on gfy because of a thread.
And when I can't log in to the CS channals..and then I start to play with myself and getting real sad...I come in. Ok, it might not sound strange but..it is....
I bet that this shit is all in the game too...you see, they want me to entertain..things need to happen..so I try to sit on my butt as much as I can. lol.
I think I know why I'm such a great failure too..
Maybe I'm not gifted with something that some other people has..or maybe I am..you see this is no fun.. for me for you..are you gifted? huh..be afraid..
Are you a peace of this game or not... open your eyes.
Now I just want to get out of this biz and start to spend time with
things that is really important..maybe that was a part of the game too? or am I just crazy?
oh that was just the tip?..wanna know more strange things..I don't think that you want to know more
