Farang

i've been having this recurring thought lately: (usually when i am sleep deprived i noticed ) my parents will die (father already did, the thought of losing my mother makes me feel extremely uncomfortable), my friends will die, i will die (not necessarily in this order) and there is nothing anyone can do about it.

how does a person prepare themselves for an eternity of non-existance? if you just sit and deeply think about this for a minute... this is fucked imo.

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