I have irritable bowel...at least four days of the week, sometimes every single day, I have a flare-up where I have abdominal cramps. I'm talking about cramps so bad that I can HEAR gooshy sliding noises from inside my stomach as my guts convulse. I was in labor with my daughter for 21 hours, and that's a walk in the park compared to these abdominal cramps. And my doctor refuses to give me anything other than hyoscyamine for it -- says I just have to learn to live with it.
The cramps are bad enough, but what they leave behind (pun definitely intended) is worse...the spasms have caused anal fissures that bleed heavily and hurt like someone is tearing me apart with a barbed-wire dildo. When the cramps pass, the pain in my ass is bad enough to make me feel lightheaded, and I usually need help to get from the bathroom to the bed. It's gross, it limits my life in an incredibly difficult way, and there's nothing I can do about it. It's going to be like this the rest of my life.
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