im sure there have been many worst ones since then, but this is the one time i regret most ...
when i was about 9yrs old i told my grandfather i hated his fucking guts and wished he were dead.
the sad part is, i really meant it at the time.
he did so much for me, raised me from when i was a child and shit, completely took care of me.
now he has passed away in 2000, and i regret that moment every day.
so that may not be a "fuck up", but it sure is one moment id love to kick out from under me.
