I was going to go for a walk again but it doesn't help and I have too much of a fever already and it's hot outside so fuck it but I don't want to climb the ceiling or walk the walls any more . . My neighbors, they are QUIET for once . . . I noticed that the fancy azz theta beta brain fuckerers work on me but I don't want to rest right now I just want to relax
I don't have anything to ship
I don't have any deals to make
I don't have anything to keep me busy
I'm in the middle of nowhere
I'm not allowed to drink AT ALL these days
I'm not allowed to be in/with women for now
I'm not taking adderrall these days
I don't like interacting with the locals
I don't have a spa or a pool
I cannot smoke weed because I hate it
I don't know how to do hard drugs
I do not want to assault or batter my neighbors
I don't have any powerful engines to drive right now
I'm not allowed to and can't afford to play cards for now
I just keep getting up to go and drink cold water, then I was cursing some more. .
What do you do when you're a caged lion ?