I mean don't get me wrong I still understand humanity and society on a level no one else seems to but I have UGE faults. Bigly. Big league. And I drank away a lot of my mind which is why I just began a sentence with AND, see
But at the same time I have managed to free myself of lifelong brain washing and programming and I am able to face reality and truth in ways NO ONE can
So there's that
I don't know
I sometimes wish that I was a moron like everyone in this building as an example. Then I could just be on welfare or work for $12 per hour somewhere and fuck skanky ugly women forever and not even know anything was wrong
Sigh
Not being a moron really sucks when you think about it
Not to mention being aware of how awkward and pointless and outright ridiculous being human is
Everyone has these illusions of grandeur like human beings are so amazing. Hell.
Also- to me- intelligence quotient should not be represented as being some kind of precisely accurate measurement when I see it as being an abstract concept AT BEST
Then again we don't even know the speed of light but everyone thinks we do. LoL. We're all a buffoon