Originally Posted by Farang

Thanks for the kinds words, it means a lot for some reason. Maybe because I've been depressed lately...

I started in porn when I was 18, and it took 10 years to debauch my way out of it. I never knew how good I had it until recently. Most people's lifes suck, and I'm talking about first world. I've tried several different jobs to supplement scholarship income and fuck me... I lived my life and never really thought about those things. Like the fact that there are factories and people go to work there slaving away for 12 hours a day so that they can pay bills. That's wasting life basically. Nobody wants to be there, and when asked why they do it, it's either 'I'm not very clever' or 'it could be worse'. What the fucking fuck? I'm like one step away from being retarded, but I never had to do anything like that until now. I seriously think I'd rather off myself than do that long-term...