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Originally Posted by xxxjay
I totally can't understand where you are coming from there. Of course, some of it was my responsibility. I also hit a really bad string of bad luck...
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no disrespect, speaking with honesty. anyone who has seen your blog, your fb, your prior posts here is pretty aware you struggle with addiction. a lot of the time it seems to be winning.
no shame in that, getting well is a process.
just know that anyone who actually respects you and is intelligent enough to have business that would be of mutual benefit knows that as well, and would be crazy to work with you until you have your issues under control.
you can't build a business or recover from what you've lost tangibly when you revert back to chemicals any time things get rough. when you don't spend a good stint focusing on kicking the ish that brought you to this point in the first place.
get your life together. fuck that, create a new life as you move beyond the crutches you've relied upon thus far. make that your first priority.
'bad luck' is going to follow you until you get the addictions beat. you can do that, just don't see how pretending that you being in a new location with new blog posts furthers that.
stop fucking around. get clean. get control of your life. it's hard but far easier than uh, all this
wish you all the best, but for real, stop fucking around and pretending one good day/good week is going to fix your life. it won't. until you rewire your brain through a really tough stint of non-chemical living it will be rough, but worth it in the long run. or you can be dead in 5-10 years, if you're lucky. seen enough peeps go down this round, we all know how it ends up.
yo choice son.
amani na wanaotaka wewe afya njema/wishing you peace and good health