Originally Posted by robwod

Jay, not to be critical, but perhaps instead of going to the Inn, consider checking yourself into a place that can give you some help.

Life's good, if you let it. And certainly it can be good again for you. At this point, seriously, what else have you got to lose?

You have two choices:

1. Continue going through ups and downs, that ends with you in yet another inebriated mental state of self-pity and blaming anyone, everyone and everything. Then, of course, the pseudo suicide threats. And when you finally get sober for a day or two, your head is still messed up.

OR

2. Get some help. Learn to enjoy life again.

The choice is yours. Grow a pair and get some help. You need it. Getting help is not a bad thing. Good luck.