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Originally Posted by theking
...I meditate/cogitate and keep a journal of the days action as well as my thoughts. Being alone in the wild...away from the human animal's condition/plight/ignorance and stupidity...has a cleansing effect on my brain and even seems to reduce the physical pain level that I suffer with 24/7.
Watching the news and reading the dumb shit posted on this board by people that are..for the most part...ignorant about the subject they are posting about...causes me to feel unclean.
Fortunately I will...once again...be returning to the wild in just a couple of days.
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I have physical pain everyday as well, just how it is... when I have to shoot a really stupid model makes the pain much worse... something about the stress I guess... the members don't care how dumb a fucking model is. the members only care about their fantasies and the poses they want to see... I don't get good ratings, I lose work...