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jmcb420,
There is no heaven and there is no hell. However you can do what I do, and maybe believe that "heaven", is right here, right now. We have a beautiful planet with beautiful people and all the resources we need to live long and loving lives. (It's just too bad that too many people keep trying to fuck it up).
If this isn't enough for you and you want to believe in something "more", then do this. Whoever "God" is, I'm pretty sure he'd be happy seeing you be good to the other people in your life. Treat your friends to a dinner or cold one once in a while, help your neighbour fix their leaky roof. Enjoy life once in a while too - drive a fast car nice and fast if you can, make love to a beautiful person, enjoy wine and a steak. Be good to yourself and those around you and "God" will be pleased that he or she didn't waste his or her time on you.
Merry Christmas.
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Fuck man... that was awesome.
For real.
In the past few years I've gotten into telescopes.. I know it's a million miles away from the subject..
I like to go out in the middle of the night and find Jupiter. It's unbelievable, really. The planet and those moons... I look through the scope and I feel like there's nothing else in the world. I watch her move through the view and I feel the earth turning under my feet. There's been a time or two that I've had to drop to my knees and hope gravity didn't give up on me, or us, and just fling us off into the abyss of space.
This is the kind of stuff I think about day to day. But I can't help myself, I get angry when I hear people proselytize. I don't understand how anyone can. Such an ugly fucking world...
I'm not looking for anything. If anything I'm jealous of what others see in a world that is so ignorantly cruel.
I just don't understand this world. The people in it...
I come from a highly religious family. So much that I was almost ashamed to admit to myself first, and them second, that I just can't believe.
I love everyone close to me. Even my asshole neighbor.
I have to be honest in that today I feel very apart from so many. I can't even manufacture the anger.. I can't properly describe what I feel, if it is even anger at all.
I wish this was a different place, and a better time, for everyone.
I feel very empty today. I feel very alone on this rock. I'll never feel I need to be forgiven for surviving here. I have a long life ahead of me... but I don't know how to forgive me, and that is the crux of my existence.
I've never hurt a person in my life.
I've gone out of my way to attempt to keep others from harm and bring them what they need.
I've gotten way off subject.
May gravity forgive us all, for the time being.