Here you are telling a bullshit story to bait a couple of people and nothing more.
While at the same time, you are claiming to be an honest man.
Seriously dude....After all these years of posting the same kind of retarded shit and jumping from message board to message board....At what point are you either going to seek treatment or kill yourself?
You're daily routine has got to be wearing on you by now.
1: Get drunk/high
2: Post some random dumb shit until banned from the forum
3: Feel better about yourself when you get attention
4: Pass the fuck out
5: Wake up the next day
6: Go to #1
Quite the life you have their, son.
Seek treatment or buy a rope. If you can't afford a rope, I'll buy it for you.