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Originally Posted by mikesinner
It would be weird for me doing gay. I guess I could try but my heart wouldn't be in it.
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You just nailed it. Look at 2-4 programs you like, that still rebill or sell and work them hard. Your heart has to be into it. Then when you are writing...go perv. You have to rev your traffic up so they are halfway "there" when they hit your sponsor.
For health, google free clinic, low-income clinic for your area. Find the best government financed program you can find. They exist. Counties and states MUST have them to get funding. See a doctor. Get yourself on the mend.
Skype tutoring is a fantastic idea. If you can speak clearly and slowly and be a nice person offer services to shut ins, people in remote areas, people wanting to learn English.
Last resort, find a Unitarian church and talk to the rev. Seek guidance and help.
I am not Unitarian but my experiences with them have been great. Sounds like you can really use the advice of a qualified person who can step back, look at your situation realistically and get you started on the right path.