hey guys, just a quick heads up for all of those who were concerned about my health: I'm super fine now, I'm back to work and enjoying life, barely no consequences other than using special glasses and a lot of weight loss (I needed it, so it's all good). I can even walk without the cane I was using until January and started to jog.
I'm sorry if I forgot to answer anyone who sent me a mail, I had some issues with my connection for almost a month, but I want you to know I have read all mails and I really appreciate your good wishes, they were a bright light in a very difficult time. Knowing I've made an impression on so many people is really something.
As for work, while I still will do adult for a selected group of people if required, my design and development company really grew into mainstream (maybe because I wasn't there, hah!

) so I'm pretty busy with that and enjoying it. Thus, I see no reason to be a competition for so many talented guys around here, and you can consider me out of adult design, as many of you probably consider me anyways.
In short, I might hang around just for the lulz and to be in touch with the good people in this board if you don't mind.
Just for reference, and for the only purposes of preserving your peace of mind, I didn't "see the light", I'm not a "born again christian (or Muslim, or Jew, or pagan, or Mayan)" . I'm just the same retard many of you knew for more than a decade, only that healthier and happy to be back
Adios y hasta la vista!