Originally Posted by bl4h

maybe. I dont know what its like to be a happy person. Life is work eat shit sleep. once in a while youll fuck something or maybe look at mount Everest and think thats cool, but then youre back to eat shit sleep shit again. but im not miserable

I guess it has to do with your outlook, which may be jaded by childhood experience. but whenever i see someone whos excited over everyday life i think they're idiots. like a monkey getting excited over a banana.

do you smoke weed or take any medication?