Originally Posted by lazycash

I could do it now and will never do it. I just choose to live a very clean healthy life because I want to live as long as possible and keep my mind and body in the best shape possible. I don't need to drink/smoke/snort anything to make myself feel differently than I normally do. I'm happy, enjoy life and have a lot to live for, so putting something in my body that destroys it, makes zero sense. The notion by some in here that if I'm not getting drunk on Sat night or haven't tried coke that I'm not living life to the fullest, is sheer nonsense.

Just do some research and learn what your body has to go through just to process that one bottle of vodka you drank today and the short and long term damage you are doing simply because you want to escape whatever is going on in your life. Do you even want to quit drinking at some point or are you resolved to the fact that you're gonna pass away in a drunken stupor? Did you start drinking excessively after you divorce from Layla?