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Originally Posted by AsianDivaGirlsWebDude
So, since you want to hang around GFY, what was the fascination for you of having other guys fuck your girlfriend in front of you? Did you just watch, or did you beat off while you watched? What kind of kinky stuff are you up to these days?
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I actually don't mind talking about stuff like that if it's a serious discussion. You're just trolling, though, which doesn't make it nearly as fun. For one thing, I don't let the insults get to me of people who just don't matter in my life. But if you WERE seriously asking, I'd be happy to share my thoughts. Let's pretend you are for a sec...
I don't know why I liked watching that. It was definitely different. Maybe after shooting porn and seeing so much of it, I was bored? I don't know for sure.
Honestly, I actually started seeing a psychiatrist years ago to try to figure things out. I've always had a fascination with all things psychological anyway, so I wanted to learn more about myself from the perspective of a professional. Others had placed all sorts of labels on me, and I wanted to find out if they were true. Unfortunately, I'm far more boring, psychologically, than I've been accused of... turns out I'm not a sociopath. How disappointing.
At the time you mention, however, it was fun to watch... kinda like watching a porn video, but with the girl in the picture being someone you actually cared about. I found that extreme jealousy and being really "turned on" are closely related, and a person can flip the switch to whichever of those two things he/she feels like experiencing. I chose the latter, most of the time. And, no, I didn't masturbate while watching it happen.
Now the thought of it turns my stomach. Negative reinforcement will do that.
What type of stuff am I into now? Nothing. I really look at women differently now than ever before. I find most of them beautiful and fascinating, enjoy their conversation and value their opinions, and want to date NONE of them. I'm comfortable just being who I am, working in the business in which I work, talking to people who ask for help, sharing with people who invite me to do so, and homeschooling those I homeschool. All of those things lead to a pretty full life.
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Originally Posted by AsianDivaGirlsWebDude
Did the people that performed the background check for your concealed carry weapon permit (if you even really have one) know about the complaints regarding your mentally unstable behavior?
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I definitely do have one. I believe I've posted a photo of it in the past. As for the complaints... those who spend time actually getting to know the person you quoted end up realizing how full of crap that individual happens to be. That was common consensus then, and still is now. If the things he wrote and said about me were true, I'd either be locked up somewhere in a straight jacket or would be some sort of serial killer, endlessly pursued by law enforcement. And while that sounds fascinating, it's simply not the case. Sorry to disappoint.