In 1988 I quit a full time job that was paying $60,000 a year in my pocket, plus car and expenses. Think back to what that was worth then. I just knew I was worn out selling and it was effecting me.
Went into porn full time and lost the $60k and had to build the porn income, which had been part time for 11 years, into a proper income.
Then when the Internet took off in 1998 I looked into going into it full time and dropping the magazine shooting. Met Eva came here and dropped the idea. Looked at it again later and decided to have feet in both camps.
Looked at coming back to shooting, shot a scene for Manwin and knew I couldn't shoot on my own and then decided to live in our shed in the cabbage field on my Czech pension instead.
Truth is I no longer want to work and can live comfortably and be happy on what we have.
Takes a brave man to give up a safe seat to go sit in a risky one.