Stattera made me feel disconnected from the world. It was so odd. It's back when I worked in a regular office and I'd find myself sitting there at like 9:30 completely confused about where I was. I also felt like I couldn't talk to other people, that nobody would understand me. So odd.
So I stopped everything. I figured if I made it through life all of those years without medication I would be fine.
I wish there were an adderall that let you easily fall asleep. Lower doses didn't do anything I needed and higher doses wouldn't let me fall asleep and I'd finally fall asleep at 4 or 5 and my alarm would go off at 7. I became a zombie
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