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Originally Posted by epitome
You sure it doesn't make you high?
This feels more like a amphetamine fueled post rather than someone properly medicated.
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Yeah.. I am not in a rambling mood or anything.. I just never talk about anything, with any one. So I thought I'd write some shit out. Just trying to figure myself out, right now. I see what you mean, though.
Also I could only get 30mg XR - which means, I think it gives me 15mg and another 15mg four hours later. I usually take 10mg at a time which is perfect for me.
Definitely not "amped up" or anything - I'm just sitting here in my chair as calm as anyone could possibly be. It DOES do some of the classic things to me that you hear about- it makes me chew on my lip a little bit, it buffers down my appetite and it allows (not forces) me to stay awake for a long time.
The amazing thing to me is that I have not abused it. I've abused, in the past, nicotine and caffeine. Definitely abused alcohol. I cut WAY back on caffeine in the past few years (I water coffee down, stopped drinking soda) and on nicotine in the past months (I use an e-cig now and make the juice weak)
But even when I had a bottle full of adderall- I never took more than 20mg in a day- even when I got drunk once!! That surprises me to death (I was scared to death of being addicted or abusing it- it can be bad bad shit- but when I don't take it, there is zero withdrawl and I've never even been tempted to take more)
I guess I am kind of wordy, tonight.
