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Originally Posted by Cherry7
What is going on in Markham's house? Does your wife refuse to speak to you? To do anything with you? Is Brno that boring a place?
WTF are you doing writing this drivel day after day as if your life depended on it, as if it mattered. Don't you have any Czech friends you can chat with doen the local beer house. You do speak Czech don't you? After so many years...Czech wife, all those girls...you have to be a complete sad retard not to speak the lingo.
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It's the end of life crisis for an unremarkable person and an unremarkable career.
You see this in gyms a lot. The 65 year old guy lifting 5 times the weight he should be by throwing his body around like he's having a seizure and doing it all wrong - just to prove he's still got it... NEVER understanding that everyone is really just looking at the guy thinking "holy shit, what a moron,... I can't believe this idiot hasn't broke his back yet". In his mind and evident by the grin of satisfaction these guys usually have, he thinks everyone is in awe of him, though no one ever is.
In Pauls case, 34 years in the biz ended in him failing miserably and being forgotten. His content was always nothing special and only sold as filler content to small players. Notice no one says how great his content is except him. Yet many compliment the content of those he says are nothing special.
The only reason anyone who joined this biz in the last few years knows he even existed is this continued message board stupidity.
Now, at the end of his life, he's trying to reconcile the fact that he worked so hard, for so long and is forced to retire on government pensions. After posing for years as someone who is successful, in spite of admitting his best year was 75,000.00 or so his mega-ego cannot handle the fact that he was forced into retirement with a new generation of people taking his place and making money where he is not.
You have to feel kinda bad for him.
His behavior often has a sort of manic feel to it.
He NEEDS to be heard. He NEEDS to feel like he "knows". He NEEDS to be seen as someone who is to be respected for his achievements, in spite of not really having any. He NEEDS to be respected. He NEEDS to feel like his life in this biz mattered and he will be remembered as being a very smart guy that did well and left a mark... and at the same time, he gets nothing but much deserved ridicule for his borderline insane rants, absurd claims and idiotic "logic" defended only by his famous "prove me wrong" statement as if an adult has to prove a child wrong when a child is telling you Unicorns are real to make sense.