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When I read your essay on autogynephilia, I knew you were describing me. I have fantasized my change a thousand times. I have periodically crossdressed since my early teens, each time forcing myself to stop when it became "obsessive" because it "wasn't right." I have always had large breasts (an embarrassment when you are otherwise outwardly a male), and on several occasions over the last two decades have messed around a little with self-medication and enjoyed the experience of feeling them swell and become sensitive. I have had many extraordinarily realistic dreams in which I have given birth and suckled my baby, or in which I have suddenly had my male genitalia removed.
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